I did want the attention but... that wasn't a lie. I just didn't want you guys to feel sorry for me and see me as some pathetic helpless person. I'm tired of being seen like that by everyone else.
You've seen how people act toward the VIPs. They say blackmail... or that we should keep them alive enough to ask them even if they can't remember. Everyone likes the VIPs, even after what they've done. I really wanted to make you hate me until it was too late to treat me like everyone else has treated the VIPs.
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I did want the attention but... that wasn't a lie. I just didn't want you guys to feel sorry for me and see me as some pathetic helpless person. I'm tired of being seen like that by everyone else.
You've seen how people act toward the VIPs. They say blackmail... or that we should keep them alive enough to ask them even if they can't remember. Everyone likes the VIPs, even after what they've done. I really wanted to make you hate me until it was too late to treat me like everyone else has treated the VIPs.