[ It's not Mahiru herself that causes what happens next, as a result. It's something older than that, when he'd seen his caring, doting aunt so famous for wearing red with a chainsaw plunged into her chest. He hadn't wanted to dwell on it before, but the memory comes back viciously, and Ciel's knees give way until he crumples by the teacup Mahiru is in and then vomits.
This is too much for him. It's too familiar, and at the same time, not at all. ]
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This is too much for him. It's too familiar, and at the same time, not at all. ]